Ingewikkeld

Complex

Yes, I can be seen as complex. 

I have more layers than a wedding cake. 

I can be hot like a sauna. 

And cold like a snowflake. 

I often surprise,

people don't know what to expect from me. 

But I also have heard that I am wise. 

And often wonder how others look at me. 

Inside there is this chaos,

caused by so many feelings. 

Which I mostly suppress,

often it seems like a mess. 

I am not book-smart,

but I easily connect. 

With words I create art,

and I use them to reflect. 

Sometimes I observe quietly,

sometimes I speak up. 

Sometimes driven by anger or anxiety,

and sometimes I screw-up. 

If you're human I interact patiently,

with interest and understanding. 

I often lose my temper with technology

and I can be demanding. 

But I never force anyone to anything,

believe all walk their own path. 

Know that life gives me everything,

have to walk my own path. 

Always look for ways to improve;

to become more me. 

Know I have nothing to prove,

what matters is that I feel like me. 

So yes, it seems like my life is a mess. 

And there is chaos within. 

But I have to walk my own path,

even if it is complex.